Psalm 73

"Truly God is good to Israel, to those who are pure in heart.

But as for me, my feet had almost stumbled, my steps had nearly slipped

For I was envious of the arrogant when I saw the prosperity of the wicked."

(vv1-3)

God is good.  I know this.  It is His very character -- sinless, perfect, the epitome of everything that is good and true.  And He says in His love letter to me that He wants to extend that goodness to those He loves.

"But when I thought how to understand this, it seemed to me a wearisome task

Until I went into the sanctuary of God; then I discerned their end."

(vv 16-17)

But I have my own agenda.  I think my plans are far more superior.  Instead of looking to my Creator, I create my own priorities.  I see what others have, and in my selfish pride, I want it.  I perceive that possessions and status will make me happy.  I decide that being set apart isn't worth the sacrifice.  The world lures me in.  A little tugging at my heart begins.  I'm reminded to change my perspective.  That means hard work, and I'm not sure I'm willing to accept that challenge.  Not just yet.

"Nevertheless, I am continually with you; you hold my right hand.

You guide me with your counsel, and afterward you will receive me to glory.

Whom have I in heaven but you? And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you.

My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

For behold, those who are far from you shall perish...

But for me it is good to be near God; I have made the LORD God my refuge, 

that I may tell of all your works."

(vv23-28)

But in spite of myself, I'm drawn in.  God never gives up on His children.  His word pierces my soul, and I'm convicted of sin, reminded of His mercy and overwhelmed by His grace. Now nothing is more important than seeking His face.  Nothing compares to the joy I possess when walking close to Him.  My life is transformed.  I'm no longer living for me.  I have a higher calling.  And any sacrifice is worth the glory that awaits.